you know how people say homosexuals are going to hell?  well a co-xangan looked it up herself.  shes bisexual.  i myself havent actually read anything about homosexuals in the bible.  but her entry was very interesting.  she said the entry was in romans.  i looked it up for myself. 

us?  deserving of death?  unforgiveable?  malicious?  murderers?  god haters?  back-biters?  why?

its just so that nobody can help the feelings they have for another person.  be it homosexually or any other sexual reference.  it may be just so that only if you take part in those homosexual acts that you are deserving of death.  dont lust.  dont hate.  dont take part.  and youll be just fine...  too bad for us right?

maybe its just that some of us are god haters is because god hates us for the way we are.  you gave us up to a "debased mind."  maybe youre the one that should be forgiven for giving us up like that.  we dont deserve death for what you made us to be.  we are your creation.  so get a fucking grip and treat as your creation.  love us for what we truely are.  your children.  the lambs of god.  be our savior.  dont make us hate something we are.  love us because we are not what we arent supposed to be.

i think were different but nobody can tell the difference.  the only thing different about us besides normal human differences is the fact that were gay.  and really its not that big of a difference.  its only a sexual preference difference.  its not something people need to be making that big a deal about.  

yes im also sick of being some model for guys to get their fucking jollies off of.  you like seeing lesbian sex?  go fucking watch some damn lesbian porn of lesbians that cant get anything better to do with their worthless lives.  yes i know the human body is a beautiful thing.  but i don't agree with the fact that people abuse it in that sort of manner.  we have all looked at porn at some point in our lives just for our own mindless sexual pleasure.  i know.  but you dont know what its like until you try it right?  porn is useless.  its only there to make perverts worse perverts then they already are.  we are not bitches...  we are not hoes...  unless we choose to be.  so use your body in a beautiful way.  youll find it is more fulfilling and more pleasureful and theres nothing better than sharing that with someone that does the same.

yes to all you little curious ones out there.  i know my site may be overdoing the whole gay pride thing but thats pretty much why i'm writing in here anyway.  so why not just dedicate the whole thing to it?  you know?  you got me man???  yeah.  this is just a little place for me to place my thoughts on my lesbian life.  thats all.  if you have anything to say go ahead and say it.  if you want to know more about me go ahead and ask.  i don't mind.  i just wanted to get that cleared up.

theres no one here.  no hot girls.  no bi/lesbian girls at all.  i feel like that lone little lesbian that everyone questions and questions.  whats it like?  how many girls have you been with?  how many have you fucked?  what part of a girl is more attractive?  the ass or the titties?  why do you like pussy more then dick?  you know your going to hell right?  you know god hates you right?  you know your gonna spread aids right?  jesus christ.  it gets a little out of hand.  i know lots of straight or whatever people have questions.  we all have questions.  hell i had questions before i came out.  i needed to make sure i am the way i am.  but don't go over board with it.  it's just not cool man.  you know just chill a little.  i'm free to sit down and have a talk with people about it.  but dont make insulting questions or remarks.  thats stupid and arrogant.

well back to what i was oringally saying in the previous paragraph.  there are no chicks here for me.  none what so ever.  and if there are then i sure as hell couldnt have guessed.  every once in a while ill see some cool ones.  but it seems the gay community is always 18+.  it sux.  i'm not that old.

COME TO ME CHICKAS!!! 

i hate how some people think that its a choice being gay.  maybe for some people it is and i don't know why you would choose to be gay in the first place.  well besides the fact that men are ass holes.  but then again women are bitches.  so i guess it evens out.  which leads back to: i don't know why you would choose to be gay.  you know it's actually not all that different if you ignore the male and female features.  we both have lips, hands, feet, tongues, elbows...  all in all everyone is technically gay.  say your a guy and your gf has these most lucious lips.  your in a pitch black room and you kiss her.  you know how that kiss feels.  your still in that pitch black room and you kiss those lips again.  feel different?  don't think so.  turn on the light.  shazam!  it's another guy.  you back off with a yell just because of that fact when you perfectly enjoyed that kiss while it was happening.  see my point?  we're all gay in our own way.

so back to my orignal point: i hate how some people think that its a choice being gay.  i've heard that its genetic.  it arrives when your hormones do.  or maybe its all mental.  just waiting in the back of your mind when to come out.

but anyways.  i wish i had a girl.  the perfect girl.

- buch
- romantic
- tough
- sentimental
- playful
- computer geek
- anime geek
- video game geek
- music geek
- plays an instrument (preferably drums or bass)
- pierced
- tattooed
- kinky
- sensual
- touchy feely/physical

all that and much more.  yeah so if you got any of that hook me up baby.